。有雲的天空。你...好嗎? 幸福嗎?

this is me

this is how i look like

like it or not.

it doesn't matter anymore

not that i don't care

it's been so long

and seriously..

when i look at you

i feel like i'm looking at a stranger

it's kind of sad to face the truth that we have been so close before

yeah.. before

if u r not a person that i can tell anything too

if my personality or appearance is not what you like

than that's not BEST FRIEND  right?!

i know i'm not a sociable kind of person

i know you know and everyone know that i have problem with my jaw

maybe you didn't realize you hurt me when you say "u'r so ugly, go and do the sergury"

it's not my choice

yes, i'm ugly, like it or not

you often put me to an embarassing situation

and thanks for that, i learn how to smile when i'm not willing to

finally understand how to hide my frame of mind

...

after typing all these free and easy words..

i still don't know how to neglect you

feel like missing a part of my past

...